I have been discovering that I don’t really have true singular goals, but I have true singular decisions. Each decision I make opens up new pathways, doors and windows. I follow a north star of the common theme of my goals. Always guiding, never limiting, with an intention of experimentation and discovery, letting myself play and (attempting to) never being hard on myself.
Tempus Fugit (In other words, Time Flies)
My hair and my face after this year...Like what just happened? lol.
The only thing that helped me achieve solace after only finding loose ends when I scavenged for answers, was to ask myself purely what I wanted. What did I want? What did I actually truly want, unbiased, with no input from anyone except myself? After being trained my whole life to inadvertently put others first, without making sure I was emotionally and mentally equipt first, I became a begging woman on the side of the street with next to no direction. I needed to gain wealth in myself first before being ready to give myself to others.